Valentine's Day aftermath

I have been thinking alot yesterday. Of course this is again contrary to the fact that i do not think. In sooth I do not know, you say it wearies me i say it wearies you.

But the aftermath of Valetine's Day is never nice. Firstly you gotta put all the roses or whatever flowers you recieved in a flower pot/vase whatever to keep it alive. Keeping it alive is not as easy as you think. Those flowers have no roots so they cannot take in water. Actually i think they might have. But my rose has no leaf. It cannot manufacture food so after awhile it will wither. So sad but not that i care my heart is already broken.

And not forgetting if your flower dies, it will stink. Damnit. So before it dies i suggest u start to take the flowers out and pluck each petal out and counting whether he/she loves you. Repeat if results are not satisfactory.

Another issue has been on my mind. Something more important actually. What do i do with HIM!?

You see, he didnt date me. Which goes to show alot about him already. Then secondly if he had dated me, i would have gone as me. Meaning that our poor despo kia will not meet the girl of his dreams but will meet the boy of his nightmares! I think the worst he can do to me is to rape me which is already quite bad.

Jokes aside, I can always hit on him again and continue our sms conversations! After all, with so much entertainment and lots of smses to spare i have nothing to lose actually. Plus one day he might actually fall in love with me! But you see, up till now he still doesnt know who i am. So if i continue to hit on him and let him hit on me, he will get fond of me(LOL) then one day he will inevitable ask me out!

Let's say this year valentine's day is already over. The next major event is....erh.. national day? A date on national day? Not that i mind but it doesnt make any sense does it!? Okay let's say i reduce my velocity and reduce my acceleration so that my displacement will not be so far. And let's assume that sonofagun will date me on christmas.

Think about it! Christmas! That's almost the end of the year! Which means i have been lying to this sonofagun for almost a year! And cheating his feelings, TESTING HIS DISCERNMENT for one whole year. Tsk. The day i meet him will probably be the day he rapes me and kill me and rape me again. And kill again.

So im stuck. Help me out!