Wallow in my sorrow

i heard these lyrics from the indonesia street kids video. apparently done by DANIEL ONG. and this song is done by simple plan - or so i believe.

i think it applies to me too. the lyrics go like:

"how could this happen to me?
i made my mistakes, i've got nowhere to run.
the night goes on, as i fade away, i'm sick of this life.
i just wanna scream, how could this happen to me?!"

the video was kinda dramatic.

well i think being sunburnt sucks - which is why i decided to use these lyrics on myself. i mean, how could this happen to me just aft one training? when i stretch my back it splinters (into those little bits that seng kong steps on). when i wash my face with water i feel as if someone's slapping an iron into my face. very painful. then when i walk i have to hobble and when i try to pour myself water i drop the tumbler and spill everything.

HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME?